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Fool

It’s not that I’m angry,

You’ve done something you want.

Im just not sure why im staying,

When you want me to leave you.

Is it?

Is there any love is blind?
Blindly with something clearly makes you have no self esteem

Once i become silent

Absence of communication showing someone exactly who care about us. And when it exist actually make my effort become nonexistance

Flower in my hand

I know that i cant control life, like i touch, smell or maybe pick a flower. I can only experience life in both light and dark sides. And i know that i am slowly learning how to welcome confusing, sadness to through it all. I just see what i see in front of me, but i cant feel behind me, who want to stab me in the back.

PLAIN

it’s really hurt when you fighting for someone, but he doesn’t fight for you back.

Or when you expected so much more from the person you once loved so much but he done nothing.

Telling love is just a words not a deeds.

Wrecking? Of course, offending? Yes, disappointing?absolutelty.

I flown too high till i forgot about the land which should i step in.

Honestly, It is really hard to decide when i’m too tired to hold on vague feeling yet, i’m too in love to let go.

But i guess, this is the right time for me to move on and get over of everything. He’s not worth for me.

All i can do now just wishing that i could sleep very well and wake up earlier like i used to be.

“One day you will feel that everything will be just plain”. Yes.. let’s all feel it.

The ghost of you

When the first time I saw u,

I felt like my whole world change for the second time.

I don’t know why, this feeling suddenly come to me?

And that made me surprise is, why this feeling to indicate for you?

Since I met you, I never forget..

the way you smile, the way you talk to me and the way you look at me.

Your shadow always in haunting me.

Sometimes I wanna run and kill this feeling, but I can’t!

It’s like I’m not permitted to kill this feeling from my heart.

You…like a ghost…

always walking around my mind

till I can’t close my eyes when I would sleep.

There’ll be nobody to change my mind to love you, EXPECT you!

Let me just fvck off

i dont want to admit…

just easy to cover up.

Hiding emptiness and broken heart

Crying, not smiling

Honestly, i can not face this

Life with sadness.

i will heal my heart break, for smile again

even maybe just a mask.

I feel betray, unacceptable and dumped

without any understanding

without any friend

My happiness already dissolve, become tears

It’s so hard for me to hide this fact,

my hope is become disappointment.